Post by Rudy Boesch on Jan 16, 2009 13:01:41 GMT -5
So it has come to this. I honestly never thought that I would be in this spot right now. In some ways I feel, and I am sure that a lot of other people do too, that I do not belong here and that I am only here by luck. Yes, I agree with that, to a certain extent. I am NOT and inactive as some people seem to think. I have made every vote save one and missed one challenge on purpose....the others I had no control over. Maybe it is because I don't post in my journal as much as some others do, or do not talk to as many people. As far as the journal goes, I have never been good at posting in them, and I made that clear on day one. Now for not talking to people as much, that is my fault. It is the kind of game I play. I mean, there is only so many times you can talk about the same game plan or strategy. It does get old, and I do think I have done that, as well as getting to know a few people in this game. I am proud to say that I have made some new friends in this game, as well as reconnected with a few others. True, I have also stepped on a few toes, but who doesn't in these games? IF I am fortunate enough to be sitting in the final two, I know that I am going to be roasted by the jury. I am ready for it and probably deserve most of it. Though I have few regrets. I am here, in a spot to possibly win this thing, though I doubt that I will. The other two that I am with now are much more liked by the jury. I am not saying that I will give up, no I plan on giving everything that I have to the jury IF I am sitting in front of them. I may get blown out by the final vote, but it will not be for lack of trying.