Post by Gary Hogeboom on Nov 12, 2008 21:07:34 GMT -5
Okay, a lot has happened since I've last wrote, so this confessional might be a longer one!
Okay, first off, we WON the second immunity challenge! 2nd place...I'll take it! Only La Molina ended up going to Tribal Council. Anyway, after we came back to camp I had to really major conversations.
The first was with Robb. We talked about how we both really liked the tribe. I told him I was planning on sticking with anyone on San Antonio (besides Susie). He agreed with me. So basically I had told him that if San Antonio went to tribal council I would vote Susie....so any plans I had about voting Robb out I pretty much dropped. He also said that while he liked everyone on the tribe, he thought Sherea wasn't gonna stick with us 100 percent. I tried to stand up for her but be subtle about it, but all in all I just tacked that up as something I might have to watch out for in the future 'cause I don't want Robb to turn against Sherea since she's my number one alliance partner and all.
The second conversation I had was with Dan....where something very interesting happened. He actually revealed to me that he was an ALIAS. And what's more, I KNOW him from a previous game! In reality he's not Brett, a retired history teacher from New Jersey...but he's actually Charles, a college student from...Texas? I KNEW there was something fishy about him...I mean, I don't really always have the best strategic mind but I feel like I AM very good at reading people, and something about him seemed off. I know Sherea has felt the same way, as we've talked about it before. Anyway, I played a game with him a long time ago..like maybe two years ago? And he won. Anyway, he was a really snake-like player throughout the whole thing. So, anyway, he said I'm the only one who knows and such and asked if we were still cool. And of course I was like "Oh yeah! LOL!" but in reality...no, we're not cool. I like Charles as a person, but as far as the game of Survivor goes I don't trust him worth a lick! He's gone from a possible Final 3 alliance partner to a target for me. I am gonna try to get him out, but I have to be smart about it.
Sooo, I planned on talking to Sherea about it and strategizing about what to do about it. But then it happened. Tribe. Switch.
Soooo, I'm still on San Antonio, but with two less people! Robb and Sherea are both on a different tribe (don't remember the name, I'm not familiar with the new names yet) but Now it's just me, Dan, Eliza, and Susie.
So, now the tribal dynamics are shaken up and I'm TOTALLY in a not-so-comfortable position. I'm with Dan, who I'm totally not trusting....Eliza, who I have an aliance with but also am not sure that either of us trust each other 100 percent....and Susie, who hasn't been that much help at ALL and is probably gonna receive a self vote because I doubt she's made that many confessionals. So I'm kinda in a pickle.
If we do go to TC, Susie will have to go, that much is totally obvious. After that though I'm not sure what I should do in this new situation. I'm debating whether I should tell Eliza about Dan and his devious nature, but I'm not sure I trust her all the way, and I'm not sure she trusts ME 100 percent either. However...I feel like if I wait and tell her down the road, that will cast even more doubt on my trustworthyness.
The other option is that I could stick with Dan, who while I don't really trust, I feel that he thinks that I trust him and so won't vote me off 'cause he thinks he can use me. So I'm not sure what to do....I really need to think this through, and plan it right. I DON'T feel comfortable right now, and I don't want that paranoia to cause me to make a dumbass move. So I think I have to sit back and think and not be a dumbass.
However, if my move is to team up with Eliza, I need to tell her soon...
Okay, first off, we WON the second immunity challenge! 2nd place...I'll take it! Only La Molina ended up going to Tribal Council. Anyway, after we came back to camp I had to really major conversations.
The first was with Robb. We talked about how we both really liked the tribe. I told him I was planning on sticking with anyone on San Antonio (besides Susie). He agreed with me. So basically I had told him that if San Antonio went to tribal council I would vote Susie....so any plans I had about voting Robb out I pretty much dropped. He also said that while he liked everyone on the tribe, he thought Sherea wasn't gonna stick with us 100 percent. I tried to stand up for her but be subtle about it, but all in all I just tacked that up as something I might have to watch out for in the future 'cause I don't want Robb to turn against Sherea since she's my number one alliance partner and all.
The second conversation I had was with Dan....where something very interesting happened. He actually revealed to me that he was an ALIAS. And what's more, I KNOW him from a previous game! In reality he's not Brett, a retired history teacher from New Jersey...but he's actually Charles, a college student from...Texas? I KNEW there was something fishy about him...I mean, I don't really always have the best strategic mind but I feel like I AM very good at reading people, and something about him seemed off. I know Sherea has felt the same way, as we've talked about it before. Anyway, I played a game with him a long time ago..like maybe two years ago? And he won. Anyway, he was a really snake-like player throughout the whole thing. So, anyway, he said I'm the only one who knows and such and asked if we were still cool. And of course I was like "Oh yeah! LOL!" but in reality...no, we're not cool. I like Charles as a person, but as far as the game of Survivor goes I don't trust him worth a lick! He's gone from a possible Final 3 alliance partner to a target for me. I am gonna try to get him out, but I have to be smart about it.
Sooo, I planned on talking to Sherea about it and strategizing about what to do about it. But then it happened. Tribe. Switch.
Soooo, I'm still on San Antonio, but with two less people! Robb and Sherea are both on a different tribe (don't remember the name, I'm not familiar with the new names yet) but Now it's just me, Dan, Eliza, and Susie.
So, now the tribal dynamics are shaken up and I'm TOTALLY in a not-so-comfortable position. I'm with Dan, who I'm totally not trusting....Eliza, who I have an aliance with but also am not sure that either of us trust each other 100 percent....and Susie, who hasn't been that much help at ALL and is probably gonna receive a self vote because I doubt she's made that many confessionals. So I'm kinda in a pickle.
If we do go to TC, Susie will have to go, that much is totally obvious. After that though I'm not sure what I should do in this new situation. I'm debating whether I should tell Eliza about Dan and his devious nature, but I'm not sure I trust her all the way, and I'm not sure she trusts ME 100 percent either. However...I feel like if I wait and tell her down the road, that will cast even more doubt on my trustworthyness.
The other option is that I could stick with Dan, who while I don't really trust, I feel that he thinks that I trust him and so won't vote me off 'cause he thinks he can use me. So I'm not sure what to do....I really need to think this through, and plan it right. I DON'T feel comfortable right now, and I don't want that paranoia to cause me to make a dumbass move. So I think I have to sit back and think and not be a dumbass.
However, if my move is to team up with Eliza, I need to tell her soon...