Holy Cuh-RAp! WHAT just happened???

[Gary Hogeboom]

Wow.

So I just saw the TC results today...and I'm shocked. SHOCKED! Lmao, what the hell just happened? I went in there thinking that Rudy was the person getting voted off, and I'm the ONLY one who voted for him! There was one vote for me, one vote for Rob, one vote for Rudy...and two votes for Kathy. Oh my god, I feel so bad for her. And I feel so stupid because I didn't have a CLUE I was getting played. If I had, I would have definately voted for Rob M. and tried to save her.

What I'm guessing happened (just based on my guessing) is that I voted for Rudy, Kathy voted for Rob, Rudy voted for me, and Rob M. and Robb voted for Kathy. I feel so stupid. I really thought Robb was telling me the truth about his voting plans. And while I had suspicion that Rob M. had been playing me, I had NO idea that Robb was. I really thought we were tight. I mean I was planning on screwing...wait, take that back, I DID screw my alliance with Kathy and Rudy to save him. And then this happens.

Honestly....I think I'm screwed right now. Rudy probably hates me, Robb and Rob M. definately don't want to take me to the end, and I think my only shot is to win immunity. Ugh, I think the biggest thing I feel so stupid about is that I thought I had a clear shot at the finals, and I felt, dare I say it, confident of what everyone was telling me.

I don't really think I can trust anyone right now. I KNOW Rudy doesn't wanna take me to the finals, and I doubt that Robb or Rob M. do...and if they did, I doubt I would take them seriously. I'm thinking Robb wants to take both me and Rob M. to the finals with him because he thinks that we would both take it to the finals. And I really don't trust Rob M. worth a lick.

But right now I've kinda realized that I'm going to be in it for myself for the rest of the game. I really have no alliances. My plan is just to say yes to everything that everyone says, and hopefully that will keep me in the game. But really, I think Immunity is the only thing that is gonna be keeping me in the game right now. So hopefully I can win. I've put a lot into this game, and I don't want to get 4th place. That would suck.

Like I've said before, I didn't come here to just make the jury. I came here to win. And I'm gonna try my damndest at that immunity challenge to make that happen.

[Ian]

Are you still looking forward to that final four tie-breaker challenge lol

[Gary Hogeboom]

Oh gross. Dennis, I've been to hell and back ONCE, I CAN'T do that again! But just in case I'll get to practicing...

"Gary tosses the ball to ...."

LOL

[Gary Hogeboom]

Well, we just got back from the immunity challenge. Robb won AGAIN, sigh. I feel like I'm never going to win another immunity challenge. And it sucks because I had my hopes up during this challenge that I had done really good...but sigh, I hadn't. So, what can ya do?

Well, here's a little update on the strategizin' I've done during this round.

The first person I really talked to was Rudy. I told him that, since we both kind of got blindsided last tribal council, it might be good if we realigned to save our own asses. So, I made an alliance with Rudy, and we both thought that we should target Rob M. and try to get him out.

I then talked to Robb and we both kind of talked about voting for Rob M. He told me that he was still aligned with me and wanted to stay with me.

So after the immunity challenge I told Robb and Rudy that I was voting for Rob M. I also told this to Rob M. himself. Now do I think Robb and Rudy will follow through and vote for Rob M.? Meh, who knows. I THINK that Rudy is going to vote for Rob M. but I'm not sure what Robb is gonna do. Rudy told me that Robb was trying to convince him to vote for me. And Rob M. doesn't really seem that worried when I talked to him. So maybe they all know something I don't, I dunno.

I'm getting a little sick of people lying to me and I'm sick of trying to figure out if people are telling me the truth or not. I like the game of Survivor for the challenge aspects and the meeting new people. I don't like the lying and backstabbing. I'm not good at it, and I hate when it happens to me. So really, screw all of them. I'm going to just hope that they're telling me the truth, scrape through this round, and try my hardest at the final immunity challenge. I really want to get to the end of this...and it's so close that I'm going to be REALLY bummed out if I end up getting voted out.